meet my sissy

hello fellow world. this is my sister melissa. i was blessed to be able to have only have one sissy, and i was lucky enough to get the best one. miss is amazing. she is the best mother, most crafty/creative person, gorgeous, has a strong testimony of the gospel, always happy, loving, funny, smart, caring,... honestly the list can go on for quite some time. i am one lucky girl being able to follow her around my whole life. she is one that i can just talk to. she is always there to listen and put in her words of wisdom. she has and still is the perfect role model for me and my brothers. i love you sissy.

34 days

34 days... until i will have finished my first semester at brigham young university!!! couldn't be happier to get a little break. i cannot believe how fast this semester has gone. it has been pretty interesting. definitely different than what i expected. do i love college? not yet. it is slowly growing on me though. hopefully by the time i graduate this university i will enjoy college.

once upon a time my friend left on his mission. ... now he is coming home. 34 more days until i get to see my friend.

my counselor

ever had a parent say they want to get you a counselor? i have. no worries. you see, this blog has now become my counselor. i can express everything any anything i please. does it bother me not having someone to speak back and give me counsel on what to do with my life, no not at all. i enjoy sharing my thoughts with my counselor. by talking to my counselor, i have become a more relaxed person. she is always there to listen to me. thanks counselor.

im sorry if this blog is a little strange. my counselor and i have a close relationship and im willing to share just about anything with her.
peace and blessings

cool.

saturday night. eight o six in the evening, and i am at home alone. not so cool eh? false. this is what i call extremely cool. im quite enjoying myself. after a week full of school and work i needed some quiet time in mi casa. my room will get a much needed face lift, some homework might be accomplished, and baby mamma will be watched. cool right? i cant remember the last time i was happy to stay home on a weekend night, but this might be a new regular. haha as im jotting this down i am thinking to myself that i sound pretty pathetic. i am 18 years old and enjoying sitting at home alone. something is utterly wrong

#10

this post is named number ten for one reason and one reason only; it is my tenth post. pretty ironic right? there is a song by dave matthews ...i think it is titled number 48 but im not positive. i like dave and i wanted to be like dave so yeah.... i named this post after that song. now you know how this title came to be.
well life is just rolling on by and not letting me catch up with it. i try to catch up and sometimes i do, but i then get tired and then it slips away. i cant really decide if i am happy, sad, mad, excited, etc. i feel like a machine with a bunch of random crazy emotions is running through me and im not sure what the outcome will be. maybe ill end up as a crazy lunatic with cats? um... that would be fun for a few minutes. ive never really been a fan of cats at all, but im willing to give it a shot.

hello first failed test

it was nice to meet you today. while walking into the testing center i had a feeling i would come pretty close to meeting you, but i didn't really think today would be the day. it was good to have finally met you though. you brought in the clouds and rain to my sunny day, but hey, we all need some rain every once in a while right? instead of being too upset about meeting you, i am going to shrug my shoulders and move on with life. i am learning to dance in the rain instead of waiting for the storm to pass. rain makes flowers grow so it was necessary that we met. now that i have some flowers and i was able to dance in the rain, i hope to never run into you again.
sincerely
alexis mccleary

my enemy

math is not my friend. we have never been friends, and i am not planning on us ever being friends. i have tried for years to get to know it, but it never seems to work out. math is very complicated. now math 110 should be quite simple right? wrong! it is killing me. literally. i am losing sleep over this enemy of mine. i hope someday i will learn how to handle this matter, until then, i will dislike math.

sorry, this is the end of my complaining.